Down, but not Out

I've been feeling really depressed lately. The only fun I've had was attending a banquet at an Italian restaurant last Saturday with my friend. There was this beautiful server there who kept eyeing me. I was going to tell her she's beautiful, but I never got the chance. Instead, I left a note under my plate on the table before I left. I don't even know if she found it. And I think she might be married because she had a ring on her finger. That night was great, but I've been feeling down since then. At this point in my life, I feel confused. I'm still trying to find myself and figure out my purpose in this world. Here's a poem that I wrote that sums up my feelings right now:

Lost Soul

Feeling empty inside,
with no one to turn to.
Trying to figure out my place in this world.
Confused, Depressed, Exhausted.
Unable to think or focus on anything important.
Just want to remain in solitude,
with silence and darkness.
No light in sight,
No spirit to fight
the feeling of a soul screaming
for help, help, Help!
Happiness is overrated,
Love is simply hated.
No concern for anyone,
Not even for that only one.
Want it all to end.
To never endure this pain again.
Lost hope,
Lost whole,
Lost soul.

My 2010 New Year's Resolutions

2010 is finally here! I'm looking forward to this new year and determined to accomplish all the goals I'm setting. Here are my New Year's resolutions for 2010:

1. Write, write, and write. Continue writing jokes, articles, blog posts, scripts, poems, and more.
2. Perform Stand-up on a regular basis.
3. Get back to my first love - drawing.
4. Party, play video games, and have fun while I'm still young.
5. Show the ladies who's their daddy.
6. Stay fit and healthy by eating right and exercising regularly.
7. Apply for NBC entertainment associate position.
8. Keep in contact with friends and family.
9. Buy cameras - video and photo.
10. Save a lot of money in my bank account.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!