VICTORIA

Victoria, Victoria, Victoria. This is the name of a girl I fell in love with a few months ago. I haven't seen her in a while. I've been trying so hard to forget about her, but it's hard to get someone out of your head when their name keeps appearing on television. I've been seeing that name on television all this week. It's driving me crazy. That name brings back memories of her. The good ones. Every time I hear or see her name, I get goosebumps and I think about how beautiful she looked and how sweet she was. I often find myself daydreaming and fantasizing about her. Those fantasies are usually about me being her boyfriend and being romantic to her. She was so beautiful. She is one of the most beautiful women I've ever met. I wish I had the chance to tell her how I felt about her. I had a crush and was in love with her. I always thought about writing her a love note, but I was scared. Scared of rejection. I gave her a rose. I hope she still has it. That rose is a symbol of my love, appreciation, and affection for her. When she's touching that rose, she's touching my heart. I miss her. I miss her pretty hair, her pretty face, her pretty smile, and her pretty body. Maybe I'll see her someday. Maybe the reason why I'm seeing her name so much on television is because it's some kind of sign. A sign that I'll see her again. And maybe be with her. If I never see her again, I'll move on with my life. But I will always be in love with her. I love you Victoria.


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RIP. GEORGE CARLIN

Gerorge Carlin, one of the greatest stand-up comedians of all time passed away this past Sunday. This is a major shock in the comedy world. George Carlin was a major influence on some of the brilliant comedians today like Jerry Seinfeld, Chris Rock, and Jay Leno. He explored many topics in his stand-up routines like politics, religion, language, and American culture. He was also very observant and mocked society's faults and failures, as well as human behavior. George Carlin has been a major influence on me. I own most of his early comedy albums, including the album "Class Clown" where he reveals the seven dirty words you can't say on television. I think he is the second greatest stand-up comedian of all time behind Richard Pryor. I first saw him in the movie Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure. Then I watched him on Shining Time station where he played Mr. Conductor. It was years later that I found out that he was a stand-up comedian when I watched one of his HBO specials - You are all Diseased. I thought his stand-up was amazing. Ever since then I was a fan. He will be missed and his stand-up will influence many more present and future comedians. To see how great George Carlin was, watch the two videos below:


Seven dirty words you can't say on television

George Carlin on death

Rock bottom

The hooneymoon is officially over. I have resigned from my position at Shoplet.com. It was fun working there. I made some friends over there and I fell in love with the secretary. I'll miss the secretary. She's one of the most beautiful women I've ever met. I just wish I could've gotten to know her better. I had to leave the job because my heart wasn't into it. Also, I kind of felt that I was being treated like a baby over there. I just had to leave. Right now I feel terrible. I'm dealing with high anxiety, depression, and a identity crisis. I'm at a low point in my life right now. I'm young and confused. I don't know where my life is headed. I don't know why I feel the way I feel. I feel lonely in the world right now. I don't want to socialize with my friends or have fun. I just want to eat, sleep, and watch TV. I know this is just a phase that I'm going through, but it is taking a toll on me mentally. I have to find a way to snap out of this funk. Right now it doesn't seem like I ever will.